I am Back

 i am  back  and kicking 

Gen y

Gen y we are the Gen y

We ask questions and seek answers

We ridicule the previous generation’s thoughts

We do things our way and the way we want to

Not the way the others want us to do

We were traumatized by wars

And bought up by revolutions

We give new twist to old things

And call it remixes

To us equal are both genders

And free is the mind to wander

We create cultures that are totally the Polar opposites

We are National and International at the same time

We believe in living life king size

We have twisted languages and styles

And now we are the ones leading the next big revolution

That’s us for you in a nut shell

I am still here

You hoped by hitting me I will fall

You thought by killing me I would die

But guess what I am still here

I haven’t fallen nor have I died

You are nothing but a twisted piece of flesh

I say this because I aint scared of you or of what you stand for

Remember once the faces at VT, caf� Leopold, the Taj and the Trident

What harm did they do to you or your family?

What harm did they do to your nation?

The answer is nothing. Nothing at all

And yet you killed them for no reasons

I know that you don’t have any conscience

But still if you ever think ask your self why did you orphan a child?

Why did you tear up families for ever?

Even if I forgive you god wont for when you die there will be no one to cry for you

Your nation shall pay the price in blood for the attacks it prepared on our soil

For this are the games of fate and the curse of a pious nation

dedicated to the terrorist who attacked India on the 26th of November 2008 may they and their country burn In hell

my friend

my friend
today i promise that i shall never leave you in the dark

today i Promise to stand by your side

in heat and cold

in high and low

i love you my friend as I do my family

no matter how far i am from you

you shall always be with me as a friend

they say that friends are the family that we choose

i am glad that i chose you for a family member

happy friendship day

The lone sailor

All have left

All have left

My mates all have left the ship

A voyage that I started many a moons ago still continues

But still as the calm seas take me along

I think of my mates and the rattle that was the crew

Aah the days that we thought that we were a team

We are still

But to see the empty chairs I feel that I am the last in line

Playing some kind of weird Russian roulette

As I sail on to a destination yet unknown

I sing.

 All have left all have left

My mates have all left the ship

Yet I shall remain here bounded and caged to this ship of mine

Because I am the lone sailor

The rebel and the reject

I have always championed the fact that a human being with the gift   of a heart

Should  always  be  emotional and rebellious  by  nature  but I am  slowly coming to the realization that  the  Dammed  thing  called  the  society  wants  nothing  but  Yes  machines who  as are Human physically  but   similar to  a  machine  mentally .

Some times  I  feel  that   I am alone and rejected for  being what I am  for what I do because according  to them I am nothing but a  good for nothing looser who sits  in  front of  the  computer and just reads   that’s  all there  is to me . Some times I have stood at the very edge of Insanity and loss of control but yet regained life from death and insanity

 What ever freedom I have is made by me, I Put my   foot   down and made it and I am not  going  to  allow  any   one  to  take  it  away from  me   no  matter what  others say  or  think about  me  or  My  character I   don’t care a Dam and all of them  can go  to  hell and beyond  for  As they say all  my onion is mine and limited to my inner mind for the cultured elites who run this society I might not be the norm  but what do they know about the thrill of being a dreamer and a rebel at the same time.

bushido

I. Rectitude or Justice

Bushido refers not only to martial rectitude, but to personal rectitude: Rectitude or Justice, is the strongest virtue of Bushido. A well-known samurai defines it this way: ‘Rectitude is one’s power to decide upon a course of conduct in accordance with reason, without wavering; to die when to die is right, to strike when to strike is right.’ Another speaks of it in the following terms: ‘Rectitude is the bone that gives firmness and stature. Without bones the head cannot rest on top of the spine, nor hands move nor feet stand. So without Rectitude neither talent nor learning can make the human frame into a samurai.’
II. Courage

Bushido distinguishes between bravery and courage: Courage is worthy of being counted among virtues only if it’s exercised in the cause of Righteousness and Rectitude. In his Analects, Confucius says: ‘Perceiving what is right and doing it not reveals a lack of Courage.’ In short, ‘Courage is doing what is right.’
III. Benevolence or Mercy

A man invested with the power to command and the power to kill was expected to demonstrate equally extraordinary powers of benevolence and mercy: Love, magnanimity, affection for others, sympathy and pity, are traits of Benevolence, the highest attribute of the human soul. Both Confucius and Mencius often said the highest requirement of a ruler of men is Benevolence.
IV. Politeness

Discerning the difference between obsequiousness and politeness can be difficult for casual visitors to Japan, but for a true man, courtesy is rooted in benevolence: Courtesy and good manners have been noticed by every foreign tourist as distinctive Japanese traits. But Politeness should be the expression of a benevolent regard for the feelings of others; it’s a poor virtue if it’s motivated only by a fear of offending good taste. In its highest form Politeness approaches love.
V. Honesty and Sincerity

True samurai, according to author Nitobe, disdained money, believing that “men must grudge money, for riches hinder wisdom.” Thus children of high-ranking samurai were raised to believe that talking about money showed poor taste, and that ignorance of the value of different coins showed good breeding: Bushido encouraged thrift, not for economical reasons so much as for the exercise of abstinence. Luxury was thought the greatest menace to manhood, and severe simplicity was required of the warrior class … the counting machine and abacus were abhorred.
VI. Honor

Though Bushido deals with the profession of soldiering, it is equally concerned with non-martial behavior: The sense of Honor, a vivid consciousness of personal dignity and worth, characterized the samurai. He was born and bred to value the duties and privileges of his profession. Fear of disgrace hung like a sword over the head of every samurai … To take offense at slight provocation was ridiculed as ‘short-tempered.’ As the popular adage put it: ‘True patience means bearing the unbearable.’
VII. Loyalty

Economic reality has dealt a blow to organizational loyalty around the world. Nonetheless, true men remain loyal to those to whom they are indebted: Loyalty to a superior was the most distinctive virtue of the feudal era. Personal fidelity exists among all sorts of men: a gang of pickpockets swears allegiance to its leader. But only in the code of chivalrous Honor does Loyalty assume paramount importance.
VIII. Character and Self-Control

Bushido teaches that men should behave according to an absolute moral standard, one that transcends logic. What’s right is right, and what’s wrong is wrong. The difference between good and bad and between right and wrong are givens, not arguments subject to discussion or justification, and a man should know the difference. Finally, it is a man’s obligation to teach his children moral standards through the model of his own behavior: The first objective of samurai education was to build up Character. The subtler faculties of prudence, intelligence, and dialectics were less important. Intellectual superiority was esteemed, but a samurai was essentially a man of action. No historian would argue that Hideyoshi personified the Eight Virtues of Bushido throughout his life. Like many great men, deep faults paralleled his towering gifts. Yet by choosing compassion over confrontation, and benevolence over belligerence, he demonstrated ageless qualities of manliness. Today his lessons could not be more timely.

good bey 2011

so another year passes it  has been a roller coster ride for me  and as i look back at

Happy New year

A haunting Melody and a Boy

 i am grate fan of japanase manga and amine serise like  Soul eater and  Rosario+ vampire recently i discovered a manga serise called D grey man  In  the anamie There is a perticulerly  Haunting song  called  Lala's Lallbuy  which is sang by  a doll for her lover as  he lays  diying in her  lap the song has  an  enigmatic quality about it and yet it is Depressing but as i sit nursing a Bleeding heart that has Not  heeled from the number of shocks it recived during the short mortal life that i have had it is like a living hell over and over again  this song gives me a kinda an anti dote to it