good bey 2011

so another year passes it  has been a roller coster ride for me  and as i look back at

Happy New year

A haunting Melody and a Boy

 i am grate fan of japanase manga and amine serise like  Soul eater and  Rosario+ vampire recently i discovered a manga serise called D grey man  In  the anamie There is a perticulerly  Haunting song  called  Lala's Lallbuy  which is sang by  a doll for her lover as  he lays  diying in her  lap the song has  an  enigmatic quality about it and yet it is Depressing but as i sit nursing a Bleeding heart that has Not  heeled from the number of shocks it recived during the short mortal life that i have had it is like a living hell over and over again  this song gives me a kinda an anti dote to it

of get to gather and malls

on 25/11/11 me and a few of my mates pulled of a get together in honor of our Friend Mr Naveen Shamsudin  who currently studies  in Switzerland it is a tradition started 5 years when  naveen  first left for the Alps   it is wonderful  to get  together with  your  mates  and have a chat   and have something for  a  much  on .
such  occasions  are extremely rare now a days but it  gives us a window to escape the Laborious tedium that is  life  n this part of the world .

a chance to  unwind and be ourselves again   no works  no files and Bosses  to tie you down .

this years  get to gather was a special  one as Mr Naveen is on his  way to  becoming  Dr and his younger

Brother  is  in his last year of school  it is good  to see  a chip of the Old block graduating  from  the  same  school as his elder brother

but as we go  on this  journey of  Tedium  Boredom  and time induced slavery  it  is  Good to  have get to gathers like this  to pull us back from the Precipice .

and rebind  us  that  we  were  students  once  and  Young .

the memories of Bygone days( A trip back to school)

last Thursday  I took some  Time off  from work to visit my Alma mater  Progressive English High School in  yarmook my association  with this school started in 1997 it has been a wonderful association   then  due to the fact that i have been always  tied to the school in one way or another the school laid the foundations  for my personality language and may other things   the old days were much charming   as i pushed through the dusty pages of memories i remember how i as a Kid walked in to the school and how touched i was by the behaviour of the Principal and the teachers all of whom i regard as the epitome of Scholarship and examples worth emulating in our daily lives by god's grace the batch that i studied with has been rather successful in life but then when you have such soulful and wonderful teachers who put their passion in to teaching  you are bound to be successful

but all in all it was a wonderful experience to go back to school for that one day and be a kid again and be a student again

but as i turn the dusty pages of Memories back to its place i solemnly remember two grate educators not on this mortal earth today
one is the founder Prof Mr Veergeesh sir
and our former Principal  Mr Shasideran Nair  May you rest in peace my dear sirs enjoy our eternal vacations  till we meet again in the realm of the spirits 

why this Fun di ???

you would hate it at first  but slowly  the   song grows on you  a massive net hit  that  has spread like a wildfire this  song  is  a wonder the song  is carried forth  by a Hybrid of Tamil and English  the song has  an appeal to it that  it  has sparked of  a massive flood of covers  and various versions  including a version by the Symbiosis Center for IT guys  but this  has also gone into a  form of protest  against the Government   a cover  version being based  on the recent Slap that our dear Federal Argo minister pawarji got from a Sardarji in delhi   simply   wonderful  macha   just enjoy da 

the day my hope was born

 today is the day   my  hope was born

a hope that changed me from a kid to a boy

from a boy to  a man

a hope  that  forces me  to march forward

to make   my life better

she drives me to preform

 i am complete  only  because of her

the world took her away from me

But absolutely no one can  take her away from my heart 

where she will  be with me till the day i die

Thank you hope   thank  you for your inspiration

and my god almighty  full fill all you wishes

26/11-Bombay

26/11-Bombay
they told me that a city in India is under attack


i asked which one they said Bombay


i asked them. again???


they said that it is a full fledged attack


I was shocked and dumbstruck


the Blood the Gore the fire the dead bodies


i saw it all on a box called the TV and followed it on the computer


that day what ever love i had for Pakistan Turned in to pure black hate


I cried I cursed i prayed that Pakistan shall drown in its own blood


today I a a changed person when i hear that Pakistan is suffering from terrorist attack i enjoy it


the Blood the Gore the fires all look like a wonderfully painted picture to me


but till today i am haunted some times by the faces of the young Jewish boy that lost all his family

by the relatives of all those who lost their lives


but even after that the Government and Sickulers talk about peace with Pakistan


i ask why ? why should we so that they can kill us even more ?